Friday, August 29, 2008

♥ How's My Hair?

It's like spring time breeze.

Elaborate?

You go out in a country where there is spring, and when you walk through the grass, sometimes you feel a breeze that is ever-so-light, warmer than a winter wind, lighter than autumn wind, cooler than summer breeze, makes you feel like skipping, makes you feel younger.

I met a friend early this year, prolly one of the little gifts of life that the people up there send to me just to remind me that there is always more to life than myself. I cannot compare him to any seasons nor can I personify him in any other personality but himself. Tatsuki Abe has been the voice of reason in times of weakness, the kick in the butt when I hit rock bottom and a dear friend that I have come to treasure for his advice and company. For now and for always.

Prolly not so when he becomes a doctor.

I want to thank you.

P.S: You still annoy the hell out of me sometimes.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/29/2008 02:21:00 AM

Thursday, August 28, 2008

♥ Wonder What Has She Been Up To?

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 01:03:00 AM

I go for classes but I don't pay attention.

Instead I take pictures.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 01:01:00 AM

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:58:00 AM

Chua Ern Teck is a poser.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:57:00 AM

So on Tuesday class ends at 5 and I have no class on Wednesday so I rounded up whatever friends I can last minute.

And went to dinner then drinks at La Bodega. Yes, that is Shannon Goh consuming beer. I know.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:53:00 AM

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:48:00 AM

Chor Ngor Ge Tai Di

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:44:00 AM

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:40:00 AM

Seth came to join us and he wanted to have 'sheesha'

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:35:00 AM

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:29:00 AM

Seth like his Hookah

And he gave me his cherry. From his drink of course.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:25:00 AM

I can kiss a cherry.

I can ALSO...

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:22:00 AM

I could knot it in my mouth.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:18:00 AM

Kuan Hwang joined us later. We then went to his place to watch 'Forgetting Sarah Marshall'. And chilled.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:15:00 AM

Went for impromptu swimming with Janey. At the moment this picture was taken, we were not exposed to the ice cold water. Yet.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:10:00 AM

I <3 my new Victoria Secret swimmers.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/28/2008 12:06:00 AM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

♥ Sigh.

I feel like a nobody. Yes again. In fact, I am nobody. Not that I want to be somebody as badly as I do not want to be a nobody. But it is good to be a somebody or at least in a body you like.

There is this reoccuring sensation in my heart that I cannot explain. And I believe there is no word for it to describe this particular foreign expression.

It is good to be scared, that means you have something you fear to lose.

And I am scared. But I am so because I do not know what I want.

Perhaps life is my biggest fear. To have to deal with growing pains and... life.

My heart just did that thing it does again. I feel cold these days.

And then I sigh a little more.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/26/2008 03:29:00 AM

Monday, August 25, 2008

♥ Sherlock.

At first I didn't want to be over "perasan"...

BUT BUT BUT!

I JUST could not help it!

Well, maybe not so but I got the blue eyes! And I prolly should have cut it shorter. Wasn't gusty enough. Oh well, next time maybe.

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/25/2008 12:55:00 AM

Sunday, August 24, 2008

♥ Empty.

I woke up early today to send my Bestie off to New York at the airport, sigh. I still get teary at the mention of it so I' d need more time before I can compose a piece on that.

But I don't know if it was the lack of sleep and sudden feel of 'lost-ness', I decided to cut my hair and the hairstyle is so not me.

I decided somewhere in my head that since Ulbie Drivi Sammy has taken a big step of studying overseas, I am also gonna take a big step and changed my hair style in commemorating her.

Already I miss my long hair like I miss you...

♥ When you think of perfection, I hope you think of me.
8/24/2008 04:06:00 AM

The drastic-ness